I came home Saturday last week feeling a little dazed after hitting Starbucks with 3 of my friends. I miss Nyack. I miss the excitement, the friends, and the fun. I’m hoping somehow my life at home will be just as exciting, and somehow, I think it can. But it’s hard. I think part of the excitement comes in trying to be my own person, more independent, but at the same time I feel like I’m hurting people. Like I’m taking the wrong approach in becoming me. I’m hoping God will take care of it.
This year taught me a lot of things. First, I shouldn’t expect the following year of college to be like the previous year. It won’t be the same, but it will be intriguing in it’s own right. Second, I’m a jerk (but God will take care of it). Third, I shouldn’t lean on my own understanding. That’s what’s called pride, and it effects everyone. Finally, I need to learn to trust my instincts a little, and not be so naive. “Be as shrewd as snakes, but innocent as doves”….
Other than that, the summer break means free time for me to work on projects. One of the things I want to do is finish working-title, and start a couple of other projects I’ve been thinking about, including some various add-ons and enhancements to tgorg.com. Stay tuned…